Thursday, September 15, 2005

A New Lease OF ENERGY!

Haha. All of a sudden I just realise EVERYTHING...well almost. I am glad to be myself and express my true feelin's. Today's entry is kinda boring and plain. SORRY. Gotta go byeeeeeee. Good lukc for the upcoming exams! :D

Friday, September 09, 2005

Desperate Worshipper

There are many different types of "worshippers" I've come across.Although it may sound REALLYYY EXAGGERATING BUT THAT'S HOW I SEE IT. These are the few.

Once when bel bel, shing and me went to Fuji, we met a zealot arrggg! He is from a christian church located in Geylang. He "persuaded"(it is a nicer word)us to be Christians and asked us to say the prayer. S* was waiting at the library and that guy wouldn't let us off! S* called bel and sounded really angry, impatient over the phone. That guy MADE us say the prayer!!!

Well I use to be a follower but now I'm to lead. I once followed a "friend" around and I knew she detested me for "following around". She treated me not very nicely and so I H-A-T-E-D her to THE CORE!!! Years later, I realised "HATE" is a very strong word. Everyone must learn to forgive and forget. I buried the hatchet and smiled at her everytime I saw her. I can also see that she change alot(for the better) over the past few years. I'm glad I'm freed from "The Belljar" I am myself. I follow good examples(not the bad ones DUH!) and I learn to lead. I hope fervently that 10 years down the road would be a successful future for me.

There are fans out there who pratically "worships" their idols. Yes I admit I am an ardent of Hilary Duff. But I am definitely NOT "FANATIC" nor "CRAZY". I just simply admire her. The girl who has many bless features than any morals I've seen besides Kelly Clarkson in the showbiz. I've heard fans who spent a bomb on buying stuff related to their idols. But I am NOT! I refused to buy Hilary's new album as I know I just shouldn't spend my parents' hard-earned money and my savings(which I keep for rainy days) on these things. I am a good girl ya know!


"Always think about the consequences before you act"~H.JT

Monday, September 05, 2005

Who Moved My Cheese?

Crushes!(WARNING:CONTENT COULD BE WAY MORE"MATURE"than topic stated!)



When all of us reach the pubescent years. All these came naturally-infatuation! Girls dream of going to the prom with her dream guy perhaps and most likely the hottie of the year. The boys would wanna ask the best-looking girls around the campus, girls with silky black hair, supple body, big beautiful eyes, perfect smooth skin. But the more mature ones in the herd of immature teenagers would appreciate the intelligent, talented whom they admire long ago to the beautiful and sexy. The most important thing is not beauty but the RESPECT you yearned for yourself. If the beautiful could work herself towards success people with marvel,"LUCKY GIRL what a BEAUTY WITH BRAINS." But the Plain Janes out there need not worry about being brainy but lack of substantial beuaty. You may now be wondering,"in stead of a rainbow arc of infatuation love's fulfilmeant, it was this broken, crooked truncation of a dream." This is not the case. All you have to do is leash your full potential in whatever you do. Your Prince will happen to realise it one day. AND THE MOST CRUCIAL THING OF PROCRASTINATION OF BEING A GREAT BEAUTY IS NOT TO REQUEST TOO MUCH FROM GOD. BE CONTENT WITH WHAT YOU HAVE NOW. THERE ARE POOR KIDS OUT THERE WHO LIVE IN POVERTY AND THERE ARE MANY OUT THERE WHO ARE BORN UNBLESSED BUT THEY LIVE LIVES TO THE FULLEST AND SO EVENTUALLY THEY BECAME THE HEORES AND HEROINES IN OUR LIVES AND ROLE MODELS. THEY GAVE A NEW ASPECT OF LIFE TO THOSE PESSIMISTS OUT THERE INSTEAD OF A BLEAK PROSPECT WHICH THEY HAVE IN MIND!


"Always look on the bright side of life de dum de dum de dum de dum..."~A Song


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Saturday, September 03, 2005

ME!

Here are some pictures of me!


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Where Angels Enthroned, Devils lurked

You know, sometimes I really feel ugly inside. I feel so so so...mean. People around me said I change alot and I am not myself anymore...But if I don't change for the B-E-T-T-E-R, I WILL SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION. People nowadys are just so...demanding! They corner you like a bully till you have no options left. But fortunatley super heroines are there to save you, like your mom, your extremely close girlfriends and perhaps some "passerbys" who supports justice. They wouldn't even bother about hurting your feelings and they even appear in your nightmares booing you. That is sooo darn freaky! I have gained powers and became the mighty heroine over a few weeks. With these powers, I have learnt to shut off from all these mean nasty words and look and the BRIGHTER SIDE of ALL things n the world at the same time forgive and forget all these mean angels in the bodies of my friends, learn to be REALLY GOOD friends with THEIR KIND ANGEL. I the Mighty will work hard at all cost and stick to my moral values and beliefs. I the Powerful will influence and enlighten the dark souls. I the....the...the...Hui Ling will...will...do it! YEAH!


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"I refuse to play anybody. I just want to be myself. Even though the fairytales I always wish for are played in real life on my friends, it will not bother me for I will have my own movie and my own fairytale story I created. Even though there is no audience in my show I will treat this as a pitiful chance for those who do not know how to aprreciate this wonderful show that will be directed and produced by this gorgeous and wonderful young woman of the 21st century." ~H.JT

The Catastrophe In New Orleans

The levee at New Orleans broke and flooded the town. Many evacuated from the diaster scene. Despair on 'refugee" Highway that they "begged, limped, cried". There was absolutely no supplies of food, many was hungy, no shelter from scorching sun which left their throats parched and dry. Why did help took so long? Why is there no aid to save them from this calamity? Many died while awaiting for help to arrive. We must try to help these suffering people by perhaps donating?


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Friday, September 02, 2005

Bloopers!

Oh my oh my! We have loads of projects on hand currently. I have to finish the maths project, write the script for literature, and finish the holiday homework and read the chinese story book filled with tough words. I hope to complete them soon so I can have ample time to revise my work for the next upcoming test and most importantly the E-X-A-M!!! I worry about my grades day and night. Oh my gosh I am really really busy and simply no time for any of my own activities unless I did all my assignments well and quick.



I have recently been doing alot of self-reflection lately. I really think there is a problem with me. I am way too SENSITIVE!!! I gotta change and I am at a midst of it. I don't allow any other gossipers bog me down anymore. I will try to deal things in a better way. I make sure I work hard. If I don't achieve good results I will serously gonna hate myself. I am really glad cause I no longer wants to compete with any of my classmates or friends or even my relatives as I don't see what I gain out it although I L-O-V-E doing in in primary and people L-O-V-E to challenge me. But I still L-O-V-E challenges though. You know why? I read from one book and came across a really logical reasoning from a really wise guy. I would like to share with all of you:D . It read,"Your opponent is not others, it is yourself. You should be challenging yourself."~Some guy out there.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Its In My DNA

Blossoming into a young lady is a journey fill with ups and downs, surprises and dilemmas. A while ago, I fell into a reverie of my childhood years. Let me share a few things with you about some methods which MAY come in handy met with such situations.( These are what I think!)


Girls on BFS

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*Before gettin' one,learn martial arts!

*After gettin' one,don't wear miniskirts and forget about low cut tops unless you can be sure he is not a lustful one!

*Whatever things he bought for you,keep them in good condition so you can return him when you 2 break up.

*If you don't know him well,its advisable not to date him(DUH!)

*If you think somethin' is wrong with the relationship,try to work it out and talk to him. If it still cannot be helped then its the best to go your separate ways.


I will not give tips on boys cause I don't see a need to since a little number boys are interested in readin' my blog.Apologies.


"Relationship so unpredictable unless both parties are willing to put effort."~J.H.